Some days back I had started writing again... It was fun, I would write then read it and used to get that eternal satisfaction... I started studying, not to the best pace that I am capable of but better than before...
And then came results...
Praveen aptly described it... "RESULT AGAYA" (results are out) these two words are enough to ruin the happy routine you are going through..
Well... I did not prepare the whole year, I was doing my internship up to the fullest... I was enjoying and that's why I had thought I am doing what is to be done... Then why I felt bad when I could not make it through...
I don't know I crave for stuffs that I do not do and then I regret for doing something that I should not be doing... I feel I am one big confusion in the face of my own life. 😔
I've read at many places that you can wish from a shooting star, well tell me what is a shooting star?? A dying one? A travelling one? Or are really stars??
No one knows (scientists would beg to differ... But anyways)... They just ask it for whatever they want in their life and then by mere chance of probability they get what they desire...
But what if you don't know what you desire for? What if you are not sure what you would want in the end of everything...
What if I ask it I want 'this' and what if I get it and then I realize I never wanted it at all...
I prayed for the star to grant me a wish and when the wish was granted I was, like an idiot standing there with my wish in my own hands... Wishing to dump it...
Now I wish for my shooting star never to show up...
And then came results...
Praveen aptly described it... "RESULT AGAYA" (results are out) these two words are enough to ruin the happy routine you are going through..
Well... I did not prepare the whole year, I was doing my internship up to the fullest... I was enjoying and that's why I had thought I am doing what is to be done... Then why I felt bad when I could not make it through...
I don't know I crave for stuffs that I do not do and then I regret for doing something that I should not be doing... I feel I am one big confusion in the face of my own life. 😔
I've read at many places that you can wish from a shooting star, well tell me what is a shooting star?? A dying one? A travelling one? Or are really stars??
No one knows (scientists would beg to differ... But anyways)... They just ask it for whatever they want in their life and then by mere chance of probability they get what they desire...
But what if you don't know what you desire for? What if you are not sure what you would want in the end of everything...
What if I ask it I want 'this' and what if I get it and then I realize I never wanted it at all...
I prayed for the star to grant me a wish and when the wish was granted I was, like an idiot standing there with my wish in my own hands... Wishing to dump it...
Now I wish for my shooting star never to show up...
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