Monday, 14 August 2017

Miss You!!

Its crazy... How time flies...
Its 14th of August 2017... Exactly 2 years back we dropped you off at the Airport... You flew away from us, as our India saw its 68th Independence day... when you left you left a gaping hole, that none can ever fill...


I miss you my Hanuka! I never have got over the separation we suffered after Kota days...

You are not only my younger sister, my sibling but you are my friend too...
It seems like yesterday when I was comparing my palm with yours... Yours was so small... You remember??
You couldn't pronounce my name when you were a small kid, you would always call me 'JOVA' even sometimes you called me 'CHUHA' 😆 (rat in Hindi)... I used to get so furious...





I was always worried about you, you were like the responsibility God had bestowed upon me (You were the only younger person to me in the family so I took the liberty of claiming you as mine 😜 )... I would always want to be the one to take care of you, while I know I was the only one who used to hurt you the most too... Let me tell you and also to the whole world... I would look in every nook or cranny for the person who hurt you... I'm a very forgiving person... but not in your case Honey... I'll hate the person who would hurt you, so bad that even if you would forgive him/her... I won't...
I love you so much... You are the apple of my eyes!

I may not be there with you right now and time and distance has come in-between us... but I'm with you always and forever my 'Shona-Bani'

Today its been completely 2 Years since you've parted with me... and I felt some lump in my throat the entire day, and when you called and you were weeping over the phone all I wanted to do was fly and be there with you... But I can't...

I remember how I used to worry what my little Hanuka, is going to do in this strange and wild world?? I had this notion that you won't survive the cruelty of this world... You proved me wrong... I'm all teary typing this all... and I'm so proud too... You proved all of them wrong my Chota Babu... You are more than what you appear... you are everything a person can be... You are the best version of yourself... You are awesome my little love!



I wish you luck, all the way from this side of world... Love and Luck... May we see each other soon... May I hold you one more time in my arms... tight enough and never let go... Take good care and keep going higher!!

If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it more...

Sometimes you seem like an illusion that my brain has designed, unreal, imaginary… how can I like someone this much, without never ever prop...