Thursday, 28 July 2016

It's Never Too Late To Start and You're Never Too Old To Begin

Hiya!!
Zoha the blogger is back, I've been busy a lot during these days and may be mostly I am busy brooding about how I ended up here doing nothing but preparing for 'PG-entrances'

Anyways...
At least I am with my Parents and that's the best part of all of this :)
You know my Mom has been asking me to help her improve her English and I had been making excuses to her like, "I, myself, am not that good at it"... and... "I can not teach as efficiently as a trained teacher would"... et-cetra et-cetra... but eventually I said Yes. Actually I was getting excited myself about it now. I gave her a small copy and "Homework" and then she started her row of excuses that she does not have enough of time to do her homework... One day I was very furious and I told her that "...you have to do it and find time because if you really want to improve you have to give time..." and while I was asleep in my room I saw her sitting on my study table doing her homework...
I feel that all we need in our life is 'a desire' ... a desire to learn, a desire to explore... what keeps us from not falling into nothingness is, "Our desires"
I am filled with happiness to see my mom trying her best to keep herself into this circle of life. Lately I've been feeling as if I've been doing nothing and after completing graduation I've become a student again, what a waste :(... But when I saw my mother trying to experiment something fresh and new and she brushed all her inhibitions aside I am filled with energy too... It's never too late to start and You're never too old to begin.

And after all these years and after being myself an adult I am surprised to see I still have so much to learn from my mother!

Monday, 25 July 2016

For the sake of new beginning!!

It's going to be three months since I've shifted to varanasi... I've been trying to pull myself to write something... Neither I jotted a single word in my diary nor here...
I remember the promise I gave to myself and my diary... ' l wouldn't leave you the way I had, during Kota days... '
Well I think I had left my diary during those days and now my diary has left me... 😔
I feel bad and worse is cause these are struggling years and I am full of thoughts and ideas... But I think what I had deduced in utter sarcasm is indeed true... I am a big lazy person... I never wanted to be so... But I've become ...
Alas, I would simply remind the lazy Zoha ... "Light comes to those who pick up the lighter"

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