Saturday, 24 September 2016

That one day!!

I saw a cow 🐮 on the road, cute and dull, a jet black in colour, a big-fat-bulky cow, may be it was a bull... Yes it was a bull... standing in the middle of the road looking at nothing, just standing there staring in the limbo... And I asked it, "hey bull, what in the name of great Lord you're doing here?  Why are you standing in the middle of this road? don't you have any where to go?? Don't you have anything to do?? Don't you know, you stupid bull, that this is middle of a road?? You are standing in the middle of 'the' road... Doing nothing, nothing at all...
The bull looked at me expressionlessly and relentlessly and when I asked it again, "Hey did u just ignore me?" The bull still said nothing, did nothing. I was furious, at my wit's end... I asked one more time, "Are you paying attention at all??"
And as I was about to pass by that bull, it nodded, in an affirmative way, I knew the bull was listening it was indeed paying attention, it just was not ready to accept and as I moved ahead I saw in my rear view mirror it was still standing there not moving at all, not even a single muscle... Standing all by itself in the middle-of-that-road...
You know this all reminded me of whom?!?
You would laugh out loud... It reminded me of... 'ME'

Here I am... I know what my plans are, I know what I want in my future... There is so much to do, so much to explore and what have I accomplished??
I always reminds me, 'Oh apple-of-my-eyes! Get up get going... You have a long way to go and I nod... Just like that bull... Just nod and stay where I am... it's not like I don't pay attention, or I don't heed... I do heed, I know the scenario, and above everything I know the consequences... Still I do nothing... I say nothing... I am standing in the "middle-of-that-road"

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