Do what you like doing or you would end up liking what you have to be doing

You know I do this stupid kiddish thing... Open my Facebook page... Would search some old friends from school or people I knew back then... Would scroll through their pics... Would see their recent activities... The cities they have been... The events they have attended... And compare their life with mine... It's frustrating and illogical... I mean I not only fall deep in depression, it also does no help to me whatsoever... All I asked myself when I entered this medical college was, 'do what you always wanted to do in your life'... And see its been 4 and half years and here I am... Like all the time... regretting

Well about that boy... I'll write some other time...😔

Just another day : 'story of a boy - part 2'

It's been very long and finally I did what I knew I would do... I abandoned you 😞

Well don't take it seriously cause I am going to do it often...

Now about that boy 👦 ... 'he was taught about morals and good and bad by his parents, he was given all the knowledge that a person requires to live future with a content mind, he enjoyed every moment of his childhood and he was ready to engrave new experiences on the stone of his life... So he left for the world 🌍. To explore what is new for him...
He met new people, he visited new places, he found new definition for various things and he also experienced new emotions... But always he craved for the feeling he used to have when people from distant places used to tell him the tales of there own quests... He did all that he wanted to do in life... He went to all those places he wanted to visit... Yet all he craved for was the thrill he imagined when he would be enjoying his piece of life... But in vain he remained and never did he had that moment of his...

Day 3: 'story of a boy - part 1'

So... Three days in a row... Let's see how far I can stretch this...

I woke up early today and went for walk with my friend Smrati Jain... The breeze was little chilly as winter is approaching...
I decided, after all of my scheduled classes were over, to study UTI and PID but as usual I got occupied... Well there is no solution for my condition...

I thought I should start writing little stories again... They used to make me so happy when I was young and foolish, but much content...

So... "There was a boy, who lived in a small town. He used to wonder what lies beyond the small town of his. People who have been outside and have come back to his town have told him strange stuff about countries and cities which are far far away from the small town of his. He also decided one day, when he would be no more a kid and would be all grown like a man, he would visit those places and see all those wonders whose tales he has been listening all these years. His mother told him, 'beware of the unknown, what seems so tempting must have purpose of its own' she would say. But the boy had already lost his heart to his desires. No one could turn him away from what he has chosen as his path..."

Lets see what happens to that boy...

Day 2 - "Children"

So... Another day passed, wasn't that eventful but the point is, I came back... 😉
I discussed, last time about how with time people change and how things which used to seem important to us become insignificant but there always are some of them who remain important for us throughout our life. If I say becoming that 'someone' in someone's life would be a big achievement then I would not be exaggerating it...
Parents are those 'someone' I guess in everyone's life but the top position in list of those 'someones' is unchangeably captured by 'children'.
They remain top priority in everyone's life (except for some psychos )...
This fact of eternal love for one's kid ensures proper well being of those tiny creatures who are dependent on others for almost all of their requirements...

I think I've lectured too much today. 😉
I just wanted to continue with where I had left yesterday... Anyway I'll try my best to improve my content now on... Till then bye 👋.

Hey!!!

Hello every one... If there is anyone 😜 anyway...
I couldn't be regular because of some idiotic reasons but now I'll try my bestest best to be regular... Whom I am kidding that's not entirely the truth...
Well dis last week I visited varanasi and my gaon (village) mahmoodpur I had ziyarat and masti, and a lot of it...
When we were coming back from mahmoodpur I asked papa, "papa, do you feel the way we do when you leave home for other place??" and he replied, "pehle to bohot takleef hoti thi (it used to hurt a lot earlier) but things have changed now"
It made me think... People change with time and their feelings change with time... And all of a sudden a thought came rushing to me... Would I change too???
I don't want to change... 😞

2014 IS HERE

Hi... I am sort of back...:)

Well what to say, a lot have happened and.. whom I am talking to... anyways what i feel right now is I need a long, long, looooong break from my current schedule... it is so monotonous these days I just feel of flying and leaving behind all my worries.

Last month I lost my grandmother... my 'nani amma'. I remember the day when Sushmita told me about how she felt when her granny died. she said, "now i wish i had spent more time with her". and you know i heard her that time but i felt it latter when i lost my nani amma... she was so full of knowledge and experience and all i did was visit her, say salam, and drift to other room with my cousins. Today i realize that she was the person with whom i had so many possibilities and so much was there to learn from her and now all i can do is regret...

May your soul settle in peace and i would always strive to make you feel proud...

GOOD BYE 'NANI AMMA'